DOUBTing myself

Sometimes we don't really know what we exactly doing..do u?
then, when we reach somewhere, we start to doubt ourselves.
am i really can do this? am i capable ebough? or this is juast a mistake?
and all i have done until know were only did by spirit, not by skill?
these happened, when we start to tired of many things, and this confusion n doubt come by themselves to our heart.

yeaa..sometimes this happened to my heart..and maybe now it's happening..
what exactly i'm doing? do i really love to do it? or i just do it by spirit and the love of money? (haha..)
then whatever it is, i've taken the decision to move on, to take the chance, to earn money by myself, to be more independent, if i'm really capable, i want to pay my uni fee by myself.

my weakness : very lazy to learn, not patient, n lazy to keep things that have been started.. if can change them little by little, i can do it! i can do it!

like this quote :

“You can't cross the sea merely by standing and staring at the water.”

Rabindranath Tagore quotes

it's true..we can't b smart, geniuos or whatever w/o doing anything!
then it's time to move on ! ciayo-ing myself! hahaha..

regards,
XOXO