BYE

No one love or even like to say good bye, right?
even it's for good sake, there'll always b a sad feeling even it's just a lil' bit.

That's happen to me.
hmmm..i "quit" from teaching my accounting students.
actually it's not the exact "quit".
but,..now i just can pray n hope for the best .

today's pic is a stack of pancake, with slices of mangoes and strawberries as the toppings.
mangoes n strawberries are sweet n sour fruits.
they're like my teaching experience, especially accounting.

sometimes it's so sweet,they r very friendly, we r just like friends, not teachers n students, often sour : n it's often tiring n made me gone mad.
but when it "comes" the time for me to "quit", it feels hurt inside, sad n hard to say good bye to my students.
many things happened in these four months , i taught them, from "zero" to something, from students become friends, n they r the first group of my accounting students!
even they often made me feel wanna shout, from now on, i'll really miss to teach them again in the class.

something i can't say in front of u with a smiling face , friends :
"Good Bye . n wish u all the best."

FUN day with the CUTE babies!

hihihi,..i'd never met a bunch of cute international babies in one time!
n today was my first time!
i worked as "penerima tamu" ( i don't know what it's in English, haha) at The Peak Apartment in Sudirman, they held internal easter party n eggs hunting. woohoo!
these r the pics!

This's the stage

this is the entrance of the hall where i stood..hehe..

me n norahh..the german girl..Her eyes r soooo beautiful , like u can see all the inside of her eyes!

Hugo, today is his birthday! what a coincidence..happy birthday Hugo.. Happy one year Old :)
In the pic, He's hug by a bugs bunny, ..he like it so much, n kept on chase after it, n hug it..haha..how i wanted to say to him, "just bring it home as ur bday present!" haha..His dad is so charming ><

This is Ale, the Italiano. He is so handsome, n everyone kept on chasing him, n hug him n took the pics of him, include me! haha..

Ale n Julie, the Swedish Girl, she is so cheerful n enjoy all the game. haha.

Close up of Norah. She has an elegant baby sitter,i wonder whether the baby sitter go along with her if she go back to German.. haha.. i want to go there too! btw i played "ciluuk=ba" with her. (what do u call ciluk - ba in English? haha.)

chubby Hugo..hihi. i forgot to take the pic of his charming dad!

Zoe. i thought she is Japanese. hm..

Keiji, The Japanese.

me n Julie. She has a baby sitter who was at the end of the party ask me like this " can i have one pic?" i thought that she want a pic of me n Julie . but she came near to me, n gave the phone to her friend to capture me n her. ha? with me? i'm shock. who she tought i am? haha..so strange.

Ale n his take-home balloons! yes, he took them home! haha.

my egg cookies! haha.. i was so serious when colored it, because when i was a kid, there's nothing like this! haha.. ><

i enjoyed this job so much.
they didn't cry out loud, like many babies do when in the crowd n meet the clowns.
the baby sitters all seems like love the children so much.
hope i could meet them again someday! :)

L.O.V.E
cyn :)

HAPPINESS

i don't know why i pick this pic..

i just see happiness in this pic, so i took it.
haha.

i pray for my family's happiness above all.
coz they r all i have.

just a few days ago my friends wrote like this as her fb status " family can't stand only with the alphabets FAM , it needs ILY -I LOVE YOU ".
yeah. like these candy cane.
if it's only one , it can't make the love shape.

the "RaiNboW"

hmm..rainbow..
when i found this pic, i thought "how 'sweet' is this cake"
i don't know why i thought like that, many people maybe think "this cake must b so delicious". but me? hmm..something wrong with y brain..haha..

no no no..we r not going to talk about the failure of my brain. haha.. XD
here's a question.
is there someone like this rainbow in ur life?
give color and comfort to u.
make u feel safe n laugh in ur worst day.
someone who u can rely on.
this rainbow can be anyone.
maybe ur father or mother.
sisters and brothers.
friends or someone special maybe?

i have my father,mother, n brother. n i'm so glad to have them in my life :)
then u? how happy it would b if each of us have even only one "rainbow" in our life....
wish u a "H.A.P.P.I.L.Y ever after life" ;)

LOVE, CYN~

J.O.Y

What's the meaning of JOY for u?
i thought JOY is having pleasure in God.
but that sentence hasn't finish yet.
JOY is about priority in ur life.


J from JOY = JESUS first


O from JOY = OTHERS second


Y from JOY = YOURSELF last.

have u applied these to ur life?
:)
LOVE,
CYN~

What Money CAN'T buy

Happy Sunday all... :) Today i went to the Church n felt so blessed..
The service was so funny, n touched my heart so deep.
and there's a thought like these.

Money CAN buy a bed, but it CAN'T buy sleep
Money CAN buy books, but it CAN'T buy brains
Money CAN buy food, but it CAN'T buy appetite

Money CAN buy finery, but it CAN'T buy beauty
Money CAN buy house,but it CAN'T buy home

Money CAN buy medicine, but it CAN'T buy health
Money CAN buy luxuries, but it CAN'T buy culture
Money CAN buy amusement, but it CAN'T buy happiness

Money CAN buy companions, but it CAN'T buy friends.


do u agree with these?
i agree. :)

Ending the year...

T.I.M.E flies so fast!
that's the only sentence i've to correctly mention bout' this year...hahaha..
don't you think the same way i think?

this year..for me have its own special meaning..for all aspect of my life..
full of laughter, n if i can say , becoming more mature too..if not, i hope this will happen next yearr.. ;p haha..

I finish my senior high school this year, n had an unforgettable farewell in Bali...


then i started the university life,by taking major in accounting, with a worried feeling..that's major taken after a veryyyyy long thought..haha..
i don't hate it..but i'm a person who can't stay behind the desk to do something quietly...(like a worm if u can say so) haha..
so yeahh..the uni life started with a worry feeling..
how if i can't do well at uni..how if i can't get the job i want..
how if i must stay behind the desk after i finish my uni for all of my life...
how melan i am..haha..

but u don't know something by feeling..
u must "taste" it by yourself, do it by yourself..n that's not that bad!
i L.O.V.E my uni life!
many friends with different culture, ( even if u r from the same region)..
n in the uni, u'll know what a true dilligent is..

n this year, 2009, i got my first job! yeyyyyyy...
i got two actually almost in the same time..
one , is in Jakarta fair, (where i meet my 'cadel' besties), n one as a piano teacher...the first one end successfully, with a satisfying result..but the other one ending so bad ( the student bit my hand..ouch..)..ok, that's about the first unforgettable job..

then, in the middle of the year i got a chance to serve God
at first i felt like i can do it..but..
then i realize, that's not something i could do by myself..
n i regreted it so much why i retrieve this such a big mission...
but i prayed, n realize that's God will never b wrong..
n i asked for His help to serve Him more n more..
i believe He will not let me walk alone, even the day, year n time goes on n on...

ok.that's the summary bout' my life this year...
today i had a farewell with my first term uni classmates..
they r my first classmates of uni, i will never forget them!
hope so... ;p hahaha..


n today i passed second interview to become an accounting tutor! yeyyyy...(hope my future student will not bite me anymore..scare about that if u know how strong BUT little they r)

H.E.A.R.T 2009 so much!
xoxo