DOUBTing myself

Sometimes we don't really know what we exactly doing..do u?
then, when we reach somewhere, we start to doubt ourselves.
am i really can do this? am i capable ebough? or this is juast a mistake?
and all i have done until know were only did by spirit, not by skill?
these happened, when we start to tired of many things, and this confusion n doubt come by themselves to our heart.

yeaa..sometimes this happened to my heart..and maybe now it's happening..
what exactly i'm doing? do i really love to do it? or i just do it by spirit and the love of money? (haha..)
then whatever it is, i've taken the decision to move on, to take the chance, to earn money by myself, to be more independent, if i'm really capable, i want to pay my uni fee by myself.

my weakness : very lazy to learn, not patient, n lazy to keep things that have been started.. if can change them little by little, i can do it! i can do it!

like this quote :

“You can't cross the sea merely by standing and staring at the water.”

Rabindranath Tagore quotes

it's true..we can't b smart, geniuos or whatever w/o doing anything!
then it's time to move on ! ciayo-ing myself! hahaha..

regards,
XOXO

quotes~

"The words "I love you" are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one. It's a feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud."

touch me so deep... :)

FIRST BLOG of 2010!

good morning fellas!
how's ur first day in 2010?
haha..hope u r in a good mood, can feel the good weather n could gather happily with ur family!
this is my live report from my bedroom, still in my pajamas, really happy on the first day of 2010! haha..hope this "happy" mood n joy could last along 2010!

btw, what is ur activity todaY?
i don't have any today, kinda bored u know..
if u r the same with me, no activity, don't let this bored situation get ur mood down!
just find a good book to accompany u today, (this what i gonna do i think, haha..)

okay..wish u (again) a very hapy new year! :) :)
xoxo

YUMMY WISHES JUST FOR U! :9

i'm pretty sure u won't deny these such mouth -watering Wishes :9 hohoho...


wish u a year full of love..
If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor; Love is the rhythm, and You are the music. ~
Life without love is a shadow of things that might be.


wish u a colorful, unique life..
Life's more amusing than we thought.
- Andrew Lang


wish u year full of laugh, hope n joy...
And we find at the end of a perfect day, The soul of a friend we've made.
- Carrie Jacobs Bond


wish u a healthy life..don't forget to exercise like i said before..haha..
He who has health has hope, and he who has hope has everything.
- Arabian proverb


don't forget to dream..no matter how old u r... :)
Only as high as I reach can I grow, only as far as I seek can I go, only as deep as I look can I see, only as much as I dream can I be.
- Karen Ravn quotes


this is not a food though..haha..
last but not least,
time flies, we grow ( i hate this, haha..), n things change..
but we must move on to the next level, n keep the positive attitude..
wish u a very HAPPY NEW YEAR!
God bless u more and more... :):)

LAST blog of 2009

myb this will b my last blog of 2009..
only less than 24 hours for us to fly to 2010! how fast it is!
i'm very happy could pass this year (successfully? haha)
first of all, wanna thx my God for all the love He has given to me in every second n every moment of my life..
w/o Him i'm not sure, i'm still here today, writing this blog with all my family sleep peacefully by my side.. :)

then, to end the year, this fantastic year if i can say,
the year that i enter uni,
the year that i realize how important it is to have friends by my side,
the year that fly to fast, to fantastic to pass, to go trough n to leave behind..
but its L.I.F.E..
time flies, we grow, n things change..
we must move to the next level, keep the positive attitude,
n make resolutions! haha..
have u made it??

i have..u can see it, in my previous blog.. :)
of course u may not only write it, then forget it. (this also apply to me! haha)
Resolution must motivate us and help us become better n better..
i wish all of us to get the best in every aspect of our life.
keep faith in God.
give thx for everything.

yeahh..give thx..i also realize this one as a very important thing this year.
have u thx God today that u have family by your side?
have u thx God today that u can walk, sit n breath?
have u thx God today that u have brother or sister in ur life?
we often forget to thx God for something that seems "little" , or " usual" , n seems like "everybody" can have it.
soo, don't forget to thx God from now on.. :)
n u will realize how much he LOVES u...

btw, i often feel lonely..
today, i read one of my friend's facebook status
" when you feel LONELY, try to be someone for OTHERS" : ) n
"when you feel LONELY, it's doesnt mean you are ALONE, you HAVE GOD, FRENs : )"
they touched me so deep,then i feel better after read n think of those stat. :)
remember these...and u will smile all along 2010 ..hehe..

above all..
L.O.V.E everyone that makes my life, so colorful..
XOXO

resolutions of 2010! :)

>my resolutions of 2010 ..dunno whether they will work or not..haha..

1.. serve God more n more with all my heart
2.. b more mature.(this is one of my resolution every year..am i more mature now? hope i get "yes" answer for this question..haha..)
3.. eat healthier , live healthier..(include do sports. will b very difficult for me..haha..)
4.. Start saving for the future. ( such a big spender! need to work hard next year)
5..learn to manage my time better..( not online all the time? haha..)
6..learn to cook?
7..try to keep a positive attitude
8..help people in need. ( sometimes we keep on like " pretend not watching or not know"
9..wanna SMILE n laugh MORE! ( people who don't know me, will say my face is frightening..)
10.. do every point i write above..hahaha...

wishing u a very extraordinary HAPPY NEW YEAR, friends... :)
hope every action we take , become blesses for everyone!


Gbu more n more...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

wish u a MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!
God bless u abundantly...
xoxo :)