Today's ADVICE

don't ever go spending time with person who's in the bad mood.
and i'm the one who did that today, n felt regret to lose one day of my very short weekend.
oh dear...
ok, no prob, it's passed. but no more.

Australia-Perth

then when i continued to look at the pic folder, i found many photos of perth, west ausi..
remind me of the weather there, n how beautiful the place was.
when i saw those all pics, i miss ausi so much , and regret too much that i didn't enjoy the trip that day because of one n many things..such an idiot girl..

hope that i will have a chance to travel there again..n enjoy it!

Something Sweet

it's already long ago since i didn't upload any pic to my blog..haha..
n today when i took a looh to my pic folder, i saw this pic..



n start dreaming to have something sweet as this for myself..
hehehe..
such a sweet-tooth..

so PITY woman

i feel so tired and emo todayyy..,
my back feels so sick that i wanna shout at someone to jump on my back..
that's what women feel when they will have pipp..
in a month , women feel fit 7 days..feel tired 10 days..feel sick 7 days..
n feel like wanna cry or anything else for the rest 10 days..
include wanna punch their own face for any pimples that show up..
okay, that's a little bit hyper.

i'm having the section 2 now..n feel sooooooo ergggggggggggghh...
i got mad at everything, got tired to do anything , even groaning at very small things..
feels like an old woman...very very uncomfortable to do anything,,

now i realized, that my 2 previuos post were because of this pipp..
and i'm so exhausted today ( my back made me so) , and this make those previous feeling even worse..
i feel like wanna quit everything i do.
even quit chatting with him..(usually i also need extra patient if i wanna chat with him, but today i don't have those extra patient n energy..so i also got angry with him. so nice.)
thing that i always enjoy if i'm not this sick..
everything made me very impatient today..
then i think it's a must for me to end the day now, and go get as much sleep as i can, so that no more victim killed by myself.

today's quote
"Never give up on what you really want to do. The person with big dreams is more powerful than one with all the facts."
~ Unknown

my dream is..to be a great teacher. good teacher give inspiration not just lessons.
and become a success public accountant in big 4 public accounting office.
sometimes i think those dreams are "to high" for me.
but then i think.. dreaming is not a sin..
but we also need to act, not just talk and dreaming all the time..
pray for me. wish.me.strong

thx for reading fellas...
wish u have a very very good day, not a day like i had..

regards,
xoxo

CNY n VDAY

hpi CNY n VDAY for all who celebrate them ! :)
haha..this year, i don't celebrate CNY, bcoz my grandpa died about two weeks ago..so in chinese tradition, we may not celebrate anything within 49 days..so pity me..
but i still eat chinese cookies..it's a must! i can't deny to eat them.. even i still have cough.. that's whats u called greedy..hahaha..

CNY = checking my own last new year resolutions..

i ashame to say that to do what i wrote is more difficult than i thought! haha..specially to eat and live healthier..
i have started saving for future, from my teaching salary..
i smile and laugh a lotttt..but my mom said the way i laugh is like a crazy girl..not elegant at all.. oh no! so how to laugh normally n elegantly actually??
ok..that's a lil' bit about my resolutions..
hope that i am not just wrote them , but also accomplish them!

hmm..and in this CNY..since last week actually..
i try to cheer myself up, i know my passion is teaching..
but there'll always ups n downs for everything we do..
so now myb "the down" is happening..
just hope the best for me..
n wish.me.strong.. :)

HPI CNY AGAIN FELLAS N HPI VDAYS :D
xoxo

DOUBTing myself

Sometimes we don't really know what we exactly doing..do u?
then, when we reach somewhere, we start to doubt ourselves.
am i really can do this? am i capable ebough? or this is juast a mistake?
and all i have done until know were only did by spirit, not by skill?
these happened, when we start to tired of many things, and this confusion n doubt come by themselves to our heart.

yeaa..sometimes this happened to my heart..and maybe now it's happening..
what exactly i'm doing? do i really love to do it? or i just do it by spirit and the love of money? (haha..)
then whatever it is, i've taken the decision to move on, to take the chance, to earn money by myself, to be more independent, if i'm really capable, i want to pay my uni fee by myself.

my weakness : very lazy to learn, not patient, n lazy to keep things that have been started.. if can change them little by little, i can do it! i can do it!

like this quote :

“You can't cross the sea merely by standing and staring at the water.”

Rabindranath Tagore quotes

it's true..we can't b smart, geniuos or whatever w/o doing anything!
then it's time to move on ! ciayo-ing myself! hahaha..

regards,
XOXO

quotes~

"The words "I love you" are not for anyone to say from their mouth to their beloved one. It's a feeling that you can whisper to each other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud."

touch me so deep... :)